Sabtu, 12 Februari 2011

unfortunelty...im still loving you

today, i've been visiting my campus. seen on my marching band. they get hard exercise to a competion at jakarta on february 19-20...
when i look at them, there was something happen, suddenly time was turn back to one year ago...
still remember about him
with his snare...with his stick..and of course his smell
he produce more sweat in the end of exercise...i still remember his smell
so comfort...so warm...
and i think i still miss him
still miss him
and i want turn back time,
felt that feeling again, the feeling that i cant describe on....feeling so comfort when i sit beside him,
when he sit beside me after exercise, his smell so good...i really miss that part

dear you
i think i still want you...
unfortunetly...i still loving you even though u have somebody now


then my mind back on...
and when i see my marching band, their still focus on their exercise, i realize...
that someone that i've been looking for wern't there...
he cant continue the exercise
he cant go to the jakarta for the competion...


so i look my selft in the mirror...
damn! why i have to dress like this!wearing eyeliner, blush on and high heels...
i feel so stupid...
he has somebody, so why i have to act like this....


dear you...
unfortunetly i still loving you

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